nightpills

staying wide awake in the silent hours of the night is the last thing i would wish to be but it's been months now since the god of slumber got even with me.
i never thought that a caffeinated system would turn the god away
i never thought that a warm sack could shy away, i never thought how such mind could sway.
sleepless nights put you into unfathomable musing, of drowning , breaking perplexities...
tonight, i took my nightpills only to tear me restlessly into pensiveness.
all i could wish now is to take my refuge to dreamland, just even for a moment...
but the moon's spotlight strikes brightly through my window, telling me that the god is still mad.